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I know I know! I did consider that possibility but what bugs me is what can she gain from it coz I never was as close to 'B' as I was to 'A'!

And it's not just to 'A' she has been saying these stuff to but also to another one of my friends whom I met yesterday with 'A' and my cousin. And this third friend is just a friend! I've known her for years too but we were never close. Just movie buddies and shopping buddies. And for the latter I usually get dragged on these spontaneous shopping sprees!

As for the confronting part? 'A' and I are both going to come Sunday. Like I told 'A', Sunday could be the make all or the break all. Permi me to use the cliche-ed phrase! Aash I think knows who I'm talking of. But I know you won't say anything.

Problem Bru is that even if she does explain herself I can never trust her! I mean whenever she speaks to me I will probably keep asking myself is she lying or is she being truthful. Gosh! It's horrible having distrust in a good friend.

However, as far as I can see, there has been ONE good thing that's come out of this whole mess. When I am angry, frustrated, confused and basically full of negative feelings, I start to clean u my room. So my room is now spick and span. Next on my list of things to do is to get rid of everything I have accumulated inside my desk cupboard.

I really hope that everything works out and there are no more loose ends dangling. Disappointment and I don't go well together. It inspires bitterness in me and that is not a very nice thing to see - in me especially!